97th Day - My 365 Days

97th Day:

December 1 & 30 days to go to end the year...

Its December 1 and marks the counting for the end of the year. Time run so fast. I still remember last year I was in Davao, by February we received the news regarding my late niece and by March I flew to Manila.

Battle winning life and depression was my theme this year. Many had happened that tested my faith, my decision-making and this year made me to discern. This year maybe is the start of my maturity, accepting life in the absence of what is really written in the book.

30 more days to go and we will be ending this year soon. Soon I will be planning again for the next. Afraid to plan but still life has to move on. When I stopped moving because I was too depressed, time did not. Each day as it passes on me it became painful being stuck and depressed. Moving on is ought to happen. People surround you will not care at all because they have their own lives to take care off.

Things that I learned. No one will take care of yourself but you. Still despite of those depressing and suicidal moments I had, life goes on. I reached December and I want to end this year also with a bit of happiness.