56th Day - My 365 Days

56th Day:

Everything will end soon...

Thoughts are really killing me. I can't really get this out of my mind! I hate myself for always valuing the time of death. As what my friend told me I should not be thinking of that instead I should be thinking of happy thoughts because everything will end soon.

Yes... I know that everything will end soon. But I can't help myself from not thinking of it. It bothers me every night when I go to sleep. There are things that it makes no sense at all but still it creates more complication to me.

My friend told me that maybe I am just too stress that's why I became very depressive which was not really my personality.

Its been awhile now since I have all this thought. Since I started this blog I am really depressive about my thoughts. And I don't want to be so depressive that even myself get too tired for not pulling myself up.

I know everything will end soon and so I must enjoy every single minute of what I have.