39th Day - My 365 Days

39th Day:

First Day of Mourning...

It was my first time to witness a funeral for a child. It was quite different and same with the feelings. Maybe because I see her as a child with bubbly memories compared to grown ups.

I stand corrected because my mother told me that we should not mourn because its a child. The first day was kinda' a "getting to know each other stage..." because it was our first time to meet our in-laws.

Even though we are there for the funeral, we were amazed by the beauty of the place. At the morning, we went to the capital of the province to look for a government agency which my sister really needs. When we were finally home at the town, we went straight to the funeral.

There were times when we are so quiet because as I've said we are getting to know each other. Despite of the differences of both families, both parties respected the differences. It was like the death caused us to knew each other. Sometimes, I may find it as the good reason.

But it may not be also but whatever the reason is that will soon be unfold, then I'll keep waiting. But as of now, her death taught me something.