Courage

After all the things that happened, I found a courage to share it with my sister. I feel better now compare to those days where I think the world did not understand me. Things that I want to keep in secret.

One thing I learned, being cautious is not enough to make your life a happy ending one. No matter how cautious and protective you are but when bad things really came across to you, you can't do nothing with that. But when you stand up and have a courage for choosing what life to live after what happened that will be the greatest battle you'll ever be.

The courage to choose the life you want to live after what happened can be a struggle. There are lots of doubts and paranoia but its the ultimate battle. How to live a life the same as your life before? Being courageous enough to know at the end you're not a loser. You still stand above them with heads up and with honor and dignity when you pass this life.

I remember this line from the Blind Side movie

"Courage is a hard thing to figure. You can have courage based on a dumb idea or mistake, but you're not supposed to question adults, or your coach or your teacher, because they make the rules. Maybe they know best, but maybe they don't. It all depends on who you are, where you come from. That's why courage it's tricky. Should you always do what others tell you to do? Sometimes you might not even know why you're doing something. I mean any fool can have courage. But honor, that's the real reason for you either do something or you don't. It's who you are and maybe who you want to be. If you die trying for something important, then you have both honor and courage, and that's pretty good. I think that's what the writer was saying, that you should hope for courage and try for honor. And maybe even pray that the people telling you what to do have some, too."

Courage can make yourself a better one again.