365 days WHAT TO DO

Since I'm emotionally unstable and I have no one to ran too, I decided to have a "365 days what to do". I don't know what exactly what I want but I want to achieve something.

Everytime I think of my future, I get so crazy and turns out not to be so good.

I don't want to regret life because I gave up without even trying. So I want to try something and i'll see if it will make me better or ease whatever unidentified pain I'm dealing now.

Actually, I don't know what is my idea of "365 days what to do" What I can think of now is I will plan each day to keep me on track or to keep me motivated and not to think of stupid ideas that may end my life soon. Hahaha... Funny! But that's how I feel right now.

With great frustration and whatever "I don't knows now" definitely, I'll be insane.