99th Day - My 365 Days

99th Day:

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed...

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed was my sister's phrase when she's a bit sad. This day also, I felt the same. I woke up and I don't feel so good. I just stayed in my room and I did not went to work.

I hate when I feel so depress and I have no one to turn too. My mom called me late at night and she asked me why I did not go to the office. I should be happy when she asked me that but I was pissed off when she got mad because she's telling me how much will I receive on the payday. And I just answered her back "why do you care? you don't know how depress I am."

I know it does not sounds good but she does not sounds good also. I hate all her comparisons between me and my sister. Then if she liked my sister why not stay with her. I hate when she compares, she's different from me. If she don't like my attitude, then fine!

Grrrr.....