46th Day - My 365 Days

46th Day:

Completely Back to reality...

Early in the morning I woke up early, took a bath and other usual things I do before I go to office. My body hurts, its like I have this muscle pain because my muscles were worn out carrying the heavy luggage.

But need to wake up early and I know paper works are waiting in my desk.

Arriving in the office...

Switch on the light, the AC and my computer. But still its like I'm floating and very exhausted. Colleagues were saying condolence. And then you smile.

Its awkward but then you have to thank these people who sympathizes on how you feel.

And after office I went home and then some memories keep on flashing back. Like the groceries where we used to eat Jollibee. The mall and time zone where we used to play and took some pictures. Stuff like these that pop-up on your mind without any reason and then feelings became deeper.

This is what I call reality and dealing it is the most crucial.

I just pray that my brother and his family can surpass dealing this reality. For her, I pray that you will have a beautiful playground and still wear that lovely smile because your smile will never fades in us.