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Thursday, October 7

42nd Day - My 365 Days

42nd Day:

White shirts... Poker Face... Bad Romance... Nobody Nobody... and Tears...

It was the day we wore our white T-shirts and walked through the church. It was sad that day, the faces were full of tears and there were feelings of unsatisfied and mixed emotions.

But the music do not blend with the emotions that day. My niece was a fanatic of Lady Gaga. Even to her last moment in this earthly world, she still heard the beat of the Lady Gaga's dancing music where she loved to dance with it.

At the last moment, people surrounds her were smiling because of the background music while we walked her to the cementry.

But then needed to faced reality when the casket has been buried down to earth and you saw your loved one being covered with soil, that's the most unwanted part. It means life has ended already, no matter hopes and wishes you have inside, i tends there because her body is owned by the earth.

Seeing her being buried down there was the same feeling I think I had when my father died. Its questionable at that moment because I can't understand but then now its different, it was like hopes and wishes were shuttered.

It remain unknown of whatever feelings we had when we lost someone. Others say its an unexplainable feelings, indeed it is.

Though we always foresee death to come even before an organism or specie is born to life and even how much we prepare ourselves for that, still its the Unwelcomed facts of life.

I fear death for thinking "who am I" after but it I'm more afraid now seeing how uncertain death is.

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