41st - My 365 Days

41st Day:

One day with preparatory sadness... & I've got my Life Plan unexpectedly...

It's Wednesday and tomorrow will be the burial. We woke up early in the morning because my brother will pick us up early in the morning but later to find out that it was my mother who was needed the most.

My brother prepared all the necessary background music for tomorrow's burial that's why they went to St. Peter together with my mother.

My sister and I were left all alone in the resort, so we decided to eat at the nearby carenderia. Then went home and saw my brother and mom were there already. They left us home and we went to town to go to St. Peter for some verification.

While in St. Peter listening to all the explanation of the branch manager, it has been decided that my mother should avail the Loyalty Promo. Thinking my mother would get another plan again but instead of her it was named after me because I'm more younger. Some advantage when it comes to benefits.

So, in an instant I have a life plan. I'm thinking I should really prepare for this because its reality, we all goes the same path.

Reaching at the funeral, I can feel the sadness. Mostly when the St. Peter gave a tribute to my niece where all of her pictures were shown in a video slide. Mixtures of smiles and tears were visible to the faces who loved my niece. No matter how we think that she passed away, there's a feeling that she's just there and she will not leave.

But then reality check, she's inside the casket and not breathing anymore. We should let go. The sad facts about life that we most knew but still unwelcomed.

Tomorrow will be a pour of heavy emotions with tears of letting someone go.