Baptism of Fire

I was in the adjustment period until now or should I call it Baptism of Fire. It will really test me how long will I surpass this challenge. But sometime I feel tired and exhausted but still something is pushing me to go on. The worst feeling is when sometimes you are emotionally drain and you cannot think of anything but giving up. I feel tired in a way that I want to discontinue the things that I've started but I told myself "no."

But lately I realized that something is wrong with that idea. Maybe I should look in a different way. The situation is already here and its a bit difficult so why it should be more difficult. Maybe there are ways of making it easy and useful for me.

I really call it Baptism of Fire... Like what the others said when you are starting it will always be your Baptism of Fire.

It was really a challenge to be in this kind of field. Learning all the things that I need to do and adjusting all the people that I'll be encountering in my daily activities makes it a little difficult. But for a moment of thinking I realized that I should make things easy for me by taking advantage of what learning opportunities I can learn and can be useful for the future. Things that I have not seen clearly that these things that making it difficult are just learning opportunities on how I will learn. But eventually, maybe, I'll learn everything.

I guess every new beginning is a Baptism of Fire no matter what, when and where it is. It seems everybody goes the same way in adjustment period when they are starting and it somehow challenge our faith and abilities on ourselves.